So I had this quite long omegle conversation where I spilled most of my dark past and current struggles. My older brother is going to seem like a total dick after this, but he seriously changed since then. He's like super nice now. He doesn't know I'm trans though, since at my house the only indications that I'm trans to the rest of my family (besides coming out to my mom) are my shaven legs and my protesting against haircuts.
I have scrambled up some of the conversation because there is information that I don't want leaking out to the people I know IRL. You might be able to guess what some of it is, but I ask that you don't think too hard about it, let it remain a mystery. If you think you know, don't post it.
You're chatting with a random stranger. Say hello!
Question to discuss:
My friends think I'm weird for thinking Loki from Avengers/thor is really sexy and being obbsesed with him. Is it just me who he thinks he looks really sexy when he's talking down to the Avengers?
Stranger: who cares
You: he's kinda hot
You: really hot actually
Stranger: lol
Stranger: he's a meanie!
Stranger: meanies are bad
You: yeah, but mean
Stranger: and ugly
You: not ugly in my opinion
You: but I'm like, totes pansexual, so
Stranger: you're taking this way too seriously lol
Stranger: hulk is hot
Stranger: imagine that giant green cock of his
Stranger: *_* !!!!!!!!
You: his dick is too big
You: I couldn't fit that in my mouth
Stranger: yeah
You: or my anus <--- (I'm joking here)
Stranger: you have a point
Stranger: way too big
Stranger: we'll stick with loki then
You: would you rather fuck Loki or Thor
Stranger: uhm
Stranger: thor seems to have more experience in that field
You: good point
You: he isn't asexual
Stranger: loki looks like a social awkward virgin
Stranger: socially
You: loki seems the asexual type
Stranger: yup
Stranger: heimdall
Stranger: is pretty nice
Stranger: a black nordic god
Stranger: he should be satisfying in bed
You: You know what fictional character makes me wet?
Stranger: ?
Stranger: c'mon
Stranger: stop teasing
You: poison from street fighter
Stranger: damn
Stranger: well , the tits are nice
You: she has a dick
You: Mmmm
Stranger: yeah ,
Stranger: that's a matter of preference there
Stranger: but i would stick to the tits
You: I'm into that
Stranger: nah , it doesn't hit it for me
You: Well I'm pansexual, so...
You: yeah
Stranger: i think i have something you would like
Stranger: wait
You: o_o
Stranger: about fictional characters
You: okay
Stranger: are you into hentai ?
You: yeah
Stranger: *&(*&*)&%@#&&*$#%!@$
You: YES
Stranger: the poison genre xD
You: futanari rocks
Stranger: i thought you would like that xD
Stranger: well , im pretty regular
Stranger: i just like tits and pussies -_- ''
Stranger: a bit of a feet-fetish
Stranger: but nothing fancy
You: that's okay
You: I'm like super weird when it comes to that stuff
You: I'm also transgender
Stranger: nothing is weird when it comes to that
Stranger: oO
Stranger: i mean
Stranger: did you do the surgical stuff and what goes with it ?
Stranger: or just a cross dresser ?
You: no, I'm not transexual
You: so, no operations
You: I haven't started HRT
You: hormone replacement therapy
Stranger: and do you intend to ?
You: I definately want HRT
You: but I don't know about surgery
Stranger: pretty difficult decision , yeah
You: I don't know if they have even perfected that
You: would it feel real, I wonder?
Stranger: one question , and feel free to not answer it
You: go ahead
Stranger: are you originally a man or a woman
You: man
You: so MtF
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: that's the hardest one
Stranger: it takes years to do the whole thing , as i heard
You: Yeah
You: it does
Stranger: pretty big step
You: I've always wanted to grow up to be a woman
You: and raise kids as a mother
You: I only recently realised that I was transgender
You: after looking it up
You: and reading a lot about it
You: I was like, woah
You: that's me
Stranger: i don't know about that , and i don't meen to stick my nose in your business
Stranger: but i hope you thought it over
You: I did
Stranger: especially if you're young
You: I had been suppressing it because of severe bullying during my early years
You: for being feminine
You: I'm talking around 5 years old
You: my best friend was a girl
Stranger: yeah , society is pretty harsh
You: we did girl stuff
You: I was bullied by my brother and mother
Stranger: well , if you feel like woman trapped in a dude's body
Stranger: for years
You: it eventually got violent
Stranger: then i guess you're right
Stranger: oO
You: I was beaten about every day from around 8 to 14 years old
You: by my older brother
You: he would call me a weakling and a cool guy
Stranger: well , your brother has some serious issues -_- '
You: yeah, that's why I've been suppressing it
Stranger: i can't really say that i feel what you've been through
Stranger: or even comprehend the asexual tendancy
Stranger: but still
Stranger: i wish you get what you want , sir/lady
Stranger: and be free of all strings
You: thank you
Stranger: no , thank you
Stranger: you gave me real insight about that matter
You: I'm glad I did
Stranger: that was educational to say the least
You: I really spilled almost all of the dark shit in my past
Stranger: you should
Stranger: you won't move on if you don't
You: I have one more thing, probably the worst part
You: I'm only telling you because you don't know who I am
You: and we will never meet again
Stranger: go ahead , no judging
You: %^&*#@%&*@$#*&%#$@*&#*@&%#$%@*&#%@^
Stranger: ...
Stranger: sigh
Stranger: that's fucked up
You: yeah
You: it is
Stranger: i advise some therapy
Stranger: and GO AWAY FROM THAT SICK FAMILY OF YOURS
You: I will ASAP
Stranger: i'm mad now
You: I guess you should be
You: the world is cruel
Stranger: it is
Stranger: may i ask how old are you ?
You: 17
Stranger: shit
Stranger: you're still young to be fully independant
You: I know
Stranger: it's gonna be that easy in college you know
You: I'm so happy that I let this all out
You: this shit haunts me
You: I've nearly attempted suicide twice
Stranger: don't give them that satisfaction
Stranger: and one more thing
Stranger: i guess you're from the Us or Europe
You: US
Stranger: well
Stranger: there is a whole community
Stranger: like you
Stranger: i think you should get in touch as soon as you hit your 18 years old
Stranger: or 21 , i dunno
You: which is soon
Stranger: feeling lonely is the worst of it
You: I have supportive friends
You: they are the reason why I'm not dead
Stranger: and you should be thankful for that
Stranger: and you should move out somewhere more ''tolerant''
You: I will
Stranger: in the mean time
Stranger: damn i was gonna say '' stay strong ''
Stranger: but you're already doing well with that
Stranger: you don't need any advice from me , hopefully everything is gonna work out for you as soon as you get the fuck away from these people
You: Thank you
You: I wonder if the spy is still watching
You: lol
Stranger: nah
You: not like I really care
Stranger: he must have left xD
You: holy shit
Stranger: ?
You: I think I hear rats scurrying around my house
You: a lot of them
You: eww
Stranger: wtf
You: that's what it sounds like
Stranger: damn
Stranger: that's scary xD
You: If the spy thought he was weird for his loki fetish..
You: he probably doesn't anymore
You: lol
Stranger: HAHAHAHA
Stranger: and i thought i was weird for my feet fetish
You: LOL
Stranger: i did not mean to offend in any way btw
You: that is literally nothing compared to my fetishes
You: you didn't offend
Stranger: i would not call them fetishes
Stranger: it's more than that
You: whatever they are then
You: attractions
You: like I said, pansexual
Stranger: sexuality is a pretty fucked op field
Stranger: up*
You: girls, guys, transgenders, androgyns, basically anything, I have been attracted to it at some point
Stranger: you got one hell of a mind
You: yup
You: and ADD
Stranger: i can't think of anything outside of girls -_- ''
Stranger: hentai too
You: you seem like
Stranger: is messing my view on ''real'' women
You: that you thing your heterosexuality is boring
You: think*
You: or something
Stranger: it's not that
Stranger: i'm a straight guy
Stranger: but i got limited options
Stranger: compared to you
You: yup
You: I love it
Stranger: and i envy you for that
Stranger: but i guess that's a thing that you're born with , can't have a choice
You: yeah
You: pure instinct
You: I'm attracted to all humans
You: basically
You: if I like them
You: and if they're not repulsive or anything
Stranger: that's hard for most people to understand
You: yeah
You: it was great talking to you!
You: I should probably go to bed
Stranger: same wise
Stranger: i wish you well
Stranger: and good luck
You: bye!
Stranger: bye
Stranger has disconnected.
I have scrambled up some of the conversation because there is information that I don't want leaking out to the people I know IRL. You might be able to guess what some of it is, but I ask that you don't think too hard about it, let it remain a mystery. If you think you know, don't post it.
You're chatting with a random stranger. Say hello!
Question to discuss:
My friends think I'm weird for thinking Loki from Avengers/thor is really sexy and being obbsesed with him. Is it just me who he thinks he looks really sexy when he's talking down to the Avengers?
Stranger: who cares
You: he's kinda hot
You: really hot actually
Stranger: lol
Stranger: he's a meanie!
Stranger: meanies are bad
You: yeah, but mean
Stranger: and ugly
You: not ugly in my opinion
You: but I'm like, totes pansexual, so
Stranger: you're taking this way too seriously lol
Stranger: hulk is hot
Stranger: imagine that giant green cock of his
Stranger: *_* !!!!!!!!
You: his dick is too big
You: I couldn't fit that in my mouth
Stranger: yeah
You: or my anus <--- (I'm joking here)
Stranger: you have a point
Stranger: way too big
Stranger: we'll stick with loki then
You: would you rather fuck Loki or Thor
Stranger: uhm
Stranger: thor seems to have more experience in that field
You: good point
You: he isn't asexual
Stranger: loki looks like a social awkward virgin
Stranger: socially
You: loki seems the asexual type
Stranger: yup
Stranger: heimdall
Stranger: is pretty nice
Stranger: a black nordic god
Stranger: he should be satisfying in bed
You: You know what fictional character makes me wet?
Stranger: ?
Stranger: c'mon
Stranger: stop teasing
You: poison from street fighter
Stranger: damn
Stranger: well , the tits are nice
You: she has a dick
You: Mmmm
Stranger: yeah ,
Stranger: that's a matter of preference there
Stranger: but i would stick to the tits
You: I'm into that
Stranger: nah , it doesn't hit it for me
You: Well I'm pansexual, so...
You: yeah
Stranger: i think i have something you would like
Stranger: wait
You: o_o
Stranger: about fictional characters
You: okay
Stranger: are you into hentai ?
You: yeah
Stranger: *&(*&*)&%@#&&*$#%!@$
You: YES
Stranger: the poison genre xD
You: futanari rocks
Stranger: i thought you would like that xD
Stranger: well , im pretty regular
Stranger: i just like tits and pussies -_- ''
Stranger: a bit of a feet-fetish
Stranger: but nothing fancy
You: that's okay
You: I'm like super weird when it comes to that stuff
You: I'm also transgender
Stranger: nothing is weird when it comes to that
Stranger: oO
Stranger: i mean
Stranger: did you do the surgical stuff and what goes with it ?
Stranger: or just a cross dresser ?
You: no, I'm not transexual
You: so, no operations
You: I haven't started HRT
You: hormone replacement therapy
Stranger: and do you intend to ?
You: I definately want HRT
You: but I don't know about surgery
Stranger: pretty difficult decision , yeah
You: I don't know if they have even perfected that
You: would it feel real, I wonder?
Stranger: one question , and feel free to not answer it
You: go ahead
Stranger: are you originally a man or a woman
You: man
You: so MtF
Stranger: yeah
Stranger: that's the hardest one
Stranger: it takes years to do the whole thing , as i heard
You: Yeah
You: it does
Stranger: pretty big step
You: I've always wanted to grow up to be a woman
You: and raise kids as a mother
You: I only recently realised that I was transgender
You: after looking it up
You: and reading a lot about it
You: I was like, woah
You: that's me
Stranger: i don't know about that , and i don't meen to stick my nose in your business
Stranger: but i hope you thought it over
You: I did
Stranger: especially if you're young
You: I had been suppressing it because of severe bullying during my early years
You: for being feminine
You: I'm talking around 5 years old
You: my best friend was a girl
Stranger: yeah , society is pretty harsh
You: we did girl stuff
You: I was bullied by my brother and mother
Stranger: well , if you feel like woman trapped in a dude's body
Stranger: for years
You: it eventually got violent
Stranger: then i guess you're right
Stranger: oO
You: I was beaten about every day from around 8 to 14 years old
You: by my older brother
You: he would call me a weakling and a cool guy
Stranger: well , your brother has some serious issues -_- '
You: yeah, that's why I've been suppressing it
Stranger: i can't really say that i feel what you've been through
Stranger: or even comprehend the asexual tendancy
Stranger: but still
Stranger: i wish you get what you want , sir/lady
Stranger: and be free of all strings
You: thank you
Stranger: no , thank you
Stranger: you gave me real insight about that matter
You: I'm glad I did
Stranger: that was educational to say the least
You: I really spilled almost all of the dark shit in my past
Stranger: you should
Stranger: you won't move on if you don't
You: I have one more thing, probably the worst part
You: I'm only telling you because you don't know who I am
You: and we will never meet again
Stranger: go ahead , no judging
You: %^&*#@%&*@$#*&%#$@*&#*@&%#$%@*&#%@^
Stranger: ...
Stranger: sigh
Stranger: that's fucked up
You: yeah
You: it is
Stranger: i advise some therapy
Stranger: and GO AWAY FROM THAT SICK FAMILY OF YOURS
You: I will ASAP
Stranger: i'm mad now
You: I guess you should be
You: the world is cruel
Stranger: it is
Stranger: may i ask how old are you ?
You: 17
Stranger: shit
Stranger: you're still young to be fully independant
You: I know
Stranger: it's gonna be that easy in college you know
You: I'm so happy that I let this all out
You: this shit haunts me
You: I've nearly attempted suicide twice
Stranger: don't give them that satisfaction
Stranger: and one more thing
Stranger: i guess you're from the Us or Europe
You: US
Stranger: well
Stranger: there is a whole community
Stranger: like you
Stranger: i think you should get in touch as soon as you hit your 18 years old
Stranger: or 21 , i dunno
You: which is soon
Stranger: feeling lonely is the worst of it
You: I have supportive friends
You: they are the reason why I'm not dead
Stranger: and you should be thankful for that
Stranger: and you should move out somewhere more ''tolerant''
You: I will
Stranger: in the mean time
Stranger: damn i was gonna say '' stay strong ''
Stranger: but you're already doing well with that
Stranger: you don't need any advice from me , hopefully everything is gonna work out for you as soon as you get the fuck away from these people
You: Thank you
You: I wonder if the spy is still watching
You: lol
Stranger: nah
You: not like I really care
Stranger: he must have left xD
You: holy shit
Stranger: ?
You: I think I hear rats scurrying around my house
You: a lot of them
You: eww
Stranger: wtf
You: that's what it sounds like
Stranger: damn
Stranger: that's scary xD
You: If the spy thought he was weird for his loki fetish..
You: he probably doesn't anymore
You: lol
Stranger: HAHAHAHA
Stranger: and i thought i was weird for my feet fetish
You: LOL
Stranger: i did not mean to offend in any way btw
You: that is literally nothing compared to my fetishes
You: you didn't offend
Stranger: i would not call them fetishes
Stranger: it's more than that
You: whatever they are then
You: attractions
You: like I said, pansexual
Stranger: sexuality is a pretty fucked op field
Stranger: up*
You: girls, guys, transgenders, androgyns, basically anything, I have been attracted to it at some point
Stranger: you got one hell of a mind
You: yup
You: and ADD
Stranger: i can't think of anything outside of girls -_- ''
Stranger: hentai too
You: you seem like
Stranger: is messing my view on ''real'' women
You: that you thing your heterosexuality is boring
You: think*
You: or something
Stranger: it's not that
Stranger: i'm a straight guy
Stranger: but i got limited options
Stranger: compared to you
You: yup
You: I love it
Stranger: and i envy you for that
Stranger: but i guess that's a thing that you're born with , can't have a choice
You: yeah
You: pure instinct
You: I'm attracted to all humans
You: basically
You: if I like them
You: and if they're not repulsive or anything
Stranger: that's hard for most people to understand
You: yeah
You: it was great talking to you!
You: I should probably go to bed
Stranger: same wise
Stranger: i wish you well
Stranger: and good luck
You: bye!
Stranger: bye
Stranger has disconnected.
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